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songoftheangel
I'm broken in a million little pieces
 
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Wow, this is still here
I forgot about this blog. I haven't blogged in a while. On my way to Virginia.

See you around
 
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A Song To My Mother

When It’s Time

 

 

 

So many times I couldn’t see

That you could be so strong

Now we’re here face to face

I’m sorry it took this long

 

Maybe I’ll run, maybe I’ll hide

Maybe you’ll learn to fly

Maybe when you decide that it’s time

I’ll learn how to say goodbye

 

And you can borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

Borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

Borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

 

So many times I broke your heart

We lost so many years

I’ll be here right by your side

To wipe away each tear

 

And you can borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

Borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

Borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

 

 

Maybe I’ll sing, maybe I’ll write

Maybe you’ll feel no pain

Maybe when you decide that it’s time

Our love it will remain

 

 

And you can borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

Borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

Borrow my wings when it’s time for you to fly

 

 
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New Song Lyrics-Give Me Back My Strength
This is where I'm at these days...



Give Me Back My Strength

 

Good morning God, what you doing up there?

Do you really think all this is fair

Just how much do you think I can take

It won’t be long before my shoulders break

 

Good morning God do you remember me

I’m the girl who prayed down on her knees

You must have me confused with another girl

Why are you shaking up my world

 

CHORUS

 

You’ve given me more than I can handle

But it’s ok, everyone makes mistakes

And it’s ok I’ll forgive you this time

But have a heart and give me back my strength

 

Good morning God, no not again

I thought that you and I were friends

Well friends don’t cause each other this kind of pain

Or make each other feel so ashamed

 

REPEAT CHORUS

 

Goodnight God , I’m going to sleep

I give to you my broken soul to keep

I’m honored that you think that I’m this strong

Promise me you’ll help me go along

 
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Happy Thanksgiving friends at Mindsay.
 
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Lost
I hate feeling lost.
 
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My Corner Of The World
...as Whispertales so eloquently put it.

My 17 year old son has been having problems and is no longer in school. Good thing about that is, he hated school and is going to graduate via home instruction from a very cool tutor who has his best interest at heart.

My mother has just been diagnosed with third stage lung cancer which is inoperable. They gave her 3-6 months with no treatment. 15-18 months with treatment.

I'm glad to say she is going to get treatment, but sad to say, I don't know how much it will help her 8.4 centemeter tumor.

I had done something about 6 months ago that I'm not  proud of. I kissed a good friend of mine (she's a girl) a few times.

She's grown to be my best friend over the past months. We play music together, etc. She has pretty strong feelings for me and I've looked passed them because she truly needed a friend.

Well I couldn't keep these feelings of guilt in any longer and I decided to tell my boyfriend.

Now he doesn't really want me hanging out with her. I don't blame him at all because now he knows the truth.

But she's still my friend.

I do not share the same feelings she has for me.

I think of her more as my sister and I've been looking out for her.

He by no means said that I can't hang out with her.

I told her that I need a few weeks without hanging out with her or talking to her.

She's so pissed right now she won't even talk to me.

I'm not trying to abandon her when she's going through a hard time, I just need to show my boyfriend that my heart is with him, because it is.

I hate being torn.

I tried to reach out to her this morning and just say, if you need someone to talk to, I'll listen, via email or whatever. She was not nice at all and is upset that I told her I can't hang out with her for a while.

My friend has just been diagnosed with an illness and feels like she lost her best friend.

(I didn't blow her off forever, just told her I need a couple of weeks to sort things out here at home)

Tell me what you would do in this situation.

My friend is chronically suicidal and I am really worried she will hurt herself. Not over me, but by feeling like she has no where to turn.

I would feel very much responsible if she did anything to herself.

Any thoughts?

 
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Here we go again
I'm starting a new blog today. To start fresh.

My life begins again today.


Do you know who I am? If you do say hello.

If you don't...it's nice to meet you.

I am the song of the angel.
 
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